anyone wants to scold me ? go ahead & i mean it.
no one understand this feeling inside of me. i have my moods which i even can't describe but people doesn't seem to understands simple english. how hard is this gonna get ? i wish it could end but i have to pull this thru. i'm STESS UP already & alots of people are rubbing into it. why ? any simple reason for me cos i need that damn simple reason.
for your inform, i'm STRESS okay ! alots of things to be done & be completed in time. you know that is a pile of burden for me. i'm trying my very best & people don't seem to know how to encourage. oh, God. i cried to be relieved cos if i talked about it. . .well, i don't wish to talk about it. that's me. my bf knows more about me espeacially little tiny things. so please people, i'm begging you. just be beside me & say you will. that's all. that simple. i feel so stupid at times & maybe worse but my bf will always be the one realising me that its not the end. how i wish this thing of education don't exist & people being clever by talents & skills. how i wish. cramp. right now, i feel like crying & only crying to relief myself. YA ALLAH, you are my strength. please guide me thru this journey of mine. AMIN.

i wish not to be disturb.