i did not want to make you upset or angry. in the end, i hurt myself. i had tons of things to share with you & i just wanted to hear your voice cos' hearing your voice keeps me motivated to success. you're the one who has been tolerating with every pathetic, stupid attitude that i had & never ever get angry about. i don't know how you do it but i just love the way you are. till now i pray to God how bless i am to have you in my life. mandy moore's song heals my soul, for now but i still need you just like the song, last night that you let me hear for the first time. i need you and you need me. i hope you have a good night rest (:
sorry is a simple word that people take it for granted but you know me too well that sorry is a great word to me. maybe more than great. 1o more days to our happiest day of our life. forgive me, dear.

bf, i love you many many.
though these words i say are true they still fail to capture you as merely words can only do.