more than what you expect.

coincidentally cinta dalam hati from ungu was heard when i switched on the tv and turned on the radio yesterday. i don't know what's that suppose to mean. i should not have read it and frankly, it hurts because i know everything is a lie and pretend. the dates and everything. i can't cry but it just hurt. i'm still standing strong as always and i have way move on already. i don't know if i should believe what i was told or the one i see. i thought for once there was no lies attached but damn, i was so fcuking wrong. you can never avoid because it will come and chase you back. & yes, "the truth is better off not knowing sumtyms."

ann, i really wish my shout yesterday will come truth. i seriously hope so.